"How are you doing"

 

I'm really not sure what to say.....I get a number of calls/text/PM everyday  asking "how are you doing"..........I started this blog because A..... I wanted to keep it off facebook AND B....blogging was a way to share "how I'm doing" ONE time in hopes to not keep my "vester" at the surface in my mind ......and I'm know people have no idea how many times a day I get asked this.....how would they....and I DO appreciate everyone's concern......but my number 1 concern is my strength for this situation......and I still have to deal with the "life continues on" events everyday....I am trying to eliminate what I can day to day to save ALL my strength for my health and to be able to continue working.....some days I just don't do so well.....

So.....lets see.....I'm "okay".....it's better than it was.....but some things are more annoying then they were.....lets just say having "vester" in the location he is in causes ALOT of different up sets and creates a number of different challenges everyday and throughout the night....I'm EXTREMELY anxious to get this "show on the road" so I can get back to a normal lifestyle.......Good God.....I'm so over this.....now it's a "hurry up and wait" and take your "miralax and naproxen" to maintain a small portion of "normalcy" daily.....

Well.....I have never been "normal" and I do not plan on becoming "normal" even after this is all behind me.......LOL....however....I DO want my life back NOW please.....

I'm frustrated.....and this damn "port" is enough to make anyone crazy......I guess I'm having such an "adjustment" because I'm nothing but skin and bones and it really irritates me 24/10.....and it doesn't help that my cat will not leave it alone and head butts it at least once a day.....I'm about ready to rip it out myself......uggghhh

I was super thrilled today to go "thrifting" with a girlfriend......finally I was able to leave the house and walk around without running to the restroom every two minutes.......and I wasn't exhausted......I'm hoping to hit a large garage sale with Dave later this afternoon...but only time will tell on that....needless to say...nothing new has really happened....we are waiting for Thursday's appointment with the radiologist.....I work this week....have lunch with a friend on Monday......dog sit for my daughter until Tuesday.....have coffee with a friend on Wednesday......and watch my grandson the rest of the week as he is on spring break....and my appointment on Thursday....that's about it....nothing new.....take the miralax and naproxen.....yeah...yeah...yeah....I'm done with the bandaids thank you!